I don’t like the way these tablets make me feel I feel so ill and I don’t want to move or do anything and my eyes won’t focus properly and my arms ache and I’m dizzy

the worst thing is that they will do nothing to help my anxiety for two to three weeks and over the next week or so they will actually make my symptoms worse and it’s getting to the point where I don’t even know if it’s worth it anymore? I just want September to hurry up so I can start my therapy and stop taking these fucking tablets, it’s so much effort to even type this it’s awful.

spending the afternoon with my boyfriend has cheered me up so much :’)
and I’m going back to the doctors tomorrow to sort my life out again aha so hopefully all will be well